I am not a believer of zodiac signs and predictions based upon these signs. But I found following description of Libra Man on Hem’s blog,

“A man who has no balance like his Zodiac symbol. He is not the gentle, cool , calm and charming guy like what you see. He has another dark side of aggression, stubborn and he likes to start an argument the most. Sometimes he can be so depress and unstable, up and down like he is trying to balance himself most of the time. To many people, he is a friendly guy and always smile even when he is mad or upset. His voice always gentle and calm. He always set and comb his hair as if he comes out from a shampoo advertisement. Mostly Libra men are good looking, even the ugly one is charming. When he smiles, it is so bright that the whole world is smiling with him too. When he is in a balance mood, he is the type of person you want to be with. In other unbalancing mood, he likes to make people argue about something and watching it with fascination and fun. He will wait to be the one who compromise and clear thing up. He likes to be in a conflicting conversation. Libra man is lazy by nature. After his tired day at work,he likes to sit still and just look out of the window or read quietly. He likes to be in his own world. After recharging his battery, he will be very energetic again and may even take you out that night. Libra man normally will not do any shocking or abnormal things to be noticed.”

Though, not everthing is true in my case; but some facts are less or more seems true. In my opinion, the prediction are not based on any unknown power or  stars etc. But, it should be based on the months of year when child borns. So, for me this is just another piece of information.

Why does all this trouble me? If someone shows some good gestures I feel insecure about the whole process. On the other hand if someone  get hurt by me, I feel hurt  exponentially too.  Might be…no.. may be I do lack some basic feelings or something like that.

There are lots of incidents off-memory and still live in my memory, where exactly above happened with me. But, I can’t help myself with all this ridiculous process.  It’s just a predetermined sets of state of mind for person like me. Though, I don’t want go through all this, still I can’t help to stop myself.

Right now, it is 4:55 PM and I was declared a ghost earlier in the morning.  How ?? It’s an interesting story. I went for an urgent work at Geeta Colony in East Delhi, while I was returning from there, I took a rickshaw for Shastri Nagar Metro station. When I reached there, the rickshawwalla was trying to fool me by charging double of  the actual fare. So, while I was arguing with him for the right fare, he got another rickshawwalla and told  him that  I took rickshaw from “Murdaghat”. I was just perplexed and tried to interrupt him. What the  hell!! The place from where I took rickshaw is actually a funeral place as I came to know later.

I thought it too weird to keep silence at that time. Anyways, I managed to half the fare at last. May be he got scared by a GHOST. :\

I was on a day off from office and attended a family function in Gurgaon. It was a huge refresh for me. Enjoyed really very much. I met two three cousins and in spite of hot weather the function went really well.

I’d taken a glass of Kingfisher and the coolness it aroused in me was just fantastic. I’m not into the alcohol thing but it just went well with the weather and situation of function. Hope these kind of situations will be in plenty.

Now, I explain why I am perplexed. There are same set of problems like incoherent nature, introverted thoughts…blah..blah…. Well, I guess I can not fully remove these thoughts. May be, I have to follow this kind of existence my whole life.

I am just trying to express myself through my random thoughts on this blog. So, I don’t expect some great literary material will be written by me.

Mostly the posts will be my own thoughts, so I can’t expect they will worth mentioning elsewhere. Nevertheless, I’ll try my best to express myself.

So be wise and keep visiting!!